Thou hast enlarged my steps under me; so that my feet did not slip.
Words
11/22/05
The words have gone,
but deep inside I know I must write on.
Past pages speak
The dream held long
within
Thoughts, hopes and
fears
All spoken yet again
A future near yet
out of sight
My heart longs to
begin.
Soon I will tread
That hallowed path
Unknown what it will
bring,
My path my own
Where I belong
To finally live my
dream.
The peace inside
Holds still my heart
But this time, not
in dread
This time I know
Instead of pain
My home still lays
ahead.
The time long short
Draws to a close
Past strength spent
and reborn
Yet here I am
To walk the path
Once entryway is
shown.
It has become a
recognizable pattern in my life that life and stress levels stay high enough
for long enough that I fear I'll burn out until I'm terrified I'll somehow fail
everything because I can't manage it all. I get to a point where I plead with
Heavenly Father to make it stop so I don't fail and then He blesses me with
strength to continue. Further down the road I wear out again and finally hit
the point where I just don't have the energy to care anymore and I decide that
I'll do what I can, but if everything falls apart, then so be it. And every
time that happens, instead of falling apart, things finally start to fall
together and it is suddenly not so hard anymore.
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